I'm never uploading art and I apologize. I turned 15 on the 8th if it counts. And, I've been engaged in Choir lately. Had attended a festival yesterday 3 hours away from my town. And, if it counts too, I've been mega crushing on a guy and actually liking school.

Soo uh. Thinking about deleting my deviantart.. I've got no motivation for art whatsoever these days, haha.

HEY GUYS LONG TIME NO SEE /WINK

It's 1 am, Christmas day over here. I'm drawing lots but really lacking in informing you all I still exist. I'm sorry I don't comment, favorite, or talk much. I'll try more my loves. ;A;


Haha, I got a DSi, a giftcard from my brother and his fiancee, fish stuff (I've been wanting a fish real bad now haha but while I got all the fish stuff I didn't get the fish itself), a sequin shirt I really wanted, some slippers, a blanket and a new hair iron called the INSTYLER!!! Apparently the best of the best lately ahaha. My parents spoil me rotten, especially since we're tight on money but they still gave me everything I wanted which was the nicest thing ever. ;____; BAWWW I LOVE MY FAMILY AND I'M SUCH A BRAT.

Sorry for being so lazy lol. I'm such a butt and I want to do amazing arts but I have no motivation. @___@

Lately all I've been doing is watching How I Met Your Mother....
I'll finish those requests, but I lost the flashdrive they were on at school or something. Ugh, I'm so messy. But they say artists are messy. LOL


ANYWAYS... What did ya'll get for Christmas? Did you get what you all wanted? Even more?
INFORM ME BECAUSE I CARE!!!!!!! BAWWWWWWwwwww

I'm so sorry for being inactive. School has been occupying me. And while I may not talk of it, a lot of times I'm doing bits of homework while being on the computer or doing something.
My Forensics/Debate team class is really expecting a lot from me and I can not supply them with it. Choir has never been an issue with me but I'm a bit worried about our concert tonight. I'm ironically sick (and much longer than I should be. This has been going on for a week now!!!) and it's really taking it's toll on my voice.
I'm failing math. I'm always failing math, though. I considered getting a tutor and I talked to some people to tutoring me when they have the time.

I'm rambling, now.

Lately all I can draw lately is sketches. I see amazing things I can do, but when I sit down and do it my motivation leaves me immediately. I have more confidence when I'm around other people, it seems. And that much is true, actually.

I'll try to do something. I really will. But until then I'm going to continue to try and focus on my Freshman year. I haven't skipped many classes so far, and they were excused, and I've only missed a day so far... Heh heh.


But, in about three hours I have my first concert. I will be in a ... silly choir robe and trying to sing my best despite my totally mutilated voice. (I have a coughing fit every other minute.) Wish us luck. ♥
I'm excited to see the other choirs and quartet have in store. I love music, always have, always will.

I'm so sorry guys, but I'm in high school now. I'm going to try so hard to be organized, and keep good grades, even if that means neglecting my already neglected deviantArt more. I'm on the Forensics team and I have to maintain a 2.75 GPA or higher. I want to achieve a lot, and that requires both dedication to school and the will to get involved.

I've gotten a lot more social, but I will definitely complete those requests I promised. It might not be very soon, but they will be done in time. ;__; I'm so sorry. I just.. freshman year, you know? It's the start of a quick 4 years that I want to do well in.

PS I have country wide unlimited texting. If you ever you know want my number.... NOTE ME. Tee hee.

hi guys i need to know. what do you want to see me do?
realism? more ocs? better coloring? more fandom shit?

i'd like to know, because i'm kinda curious on what people want to see me try. it might also inspire me to upload more things. thanks!




also, first five people to comment get a request for anything (EXCEPT PORN!!!) tee hee. i'll try to make it look good, too! :^)

1. - star trek chibis
2. - any OC
3. - Marvin
4. - Ranae
5. - that one hot guy that she linked me to
6. - tsundereshipping or korea in horrible clothing
7. - SABRE OMG

(also, if you're not within the first five, but want a drawing i'll probably draw you something anyways. but this exception only applies to real close friends!!!!! YEAH JAM, LANA, THAT APPLIES TO YOU GUYS....)